Mayato0

Have you ever wanted to die? So bad That you stood in the bathroom A knife or a razor blade in hand Maybe a boodle of pills And a glass of water And you stared at the mirror Just wishing you'd die But then you started to think About your mom and your dad Your sisters and brothers Your nephews and nieces All of your friends And you put down the knife or the razor blade You put away the pills And you walked away Acting like nothing ever happened But the thoughts of your family and friends Never stay for long Day's week's maybe months later Your back to thinking about suicide and death

Slash my wrists Slit my throat Feeling the drain of blood Feeling empty Days long past passing before my eyes Have no feeling now I see nothing but black No fire, no bright light No nothing Just Nothing Nothing exists after death Noting not you, and not me Nothing Than I awake With the blade still in my hand Untouched by my blood I put it down and walked into the black abyss Called life.